123lbs this morning :(
food:
big bowl frosted shredded minie wheats
few handfuls of popcorn
subway 6 in
subway chocolate chip cookie
im currently 123 lbs. well this morning i was.
i didnt eat yesterday, and yesterday morning i was 125. 2 pound loss.
and i have yet to eat today, and i dont plan on it. plus i did ALOT of walking today plus i wanna do so ab work outs and stuff later on. so hopefully i’ll get two adderals tomorrow so i wont eat for two more days :D
but im going to my dads on friday so i gotta tell him i already ate and that im not hungry. and theni guess ill eat on saturday, but its gonna be lowest calore thing possible and very small portion. im sticking to this this time. im not gonna be fat anymore. im sticking to it. i got to!!!
ugh if i’m still 112. i gotta lose 4 pounds in TWO days. ugh. im too scared to see my weight though. that why i’m not sure what i am.
i don’t think i’ll weigh myself tomoroow. i wanna be 109 by next friday though. fershur. thats my new goal. yup.
i failed on my diet plan i though about , about two days ago. but i have a new plan. i wanna be 110 by friday. i dont know what i am right now, but im too scared to know. so thats why i picked 110, in a week. im probably like 116-114 or something :( but i ate a lot of junk today, like i didnt eat alot, but it was all just junk, sooo :/ but im fasting tomorrow. im gonna start fasting like 3-4 days a week. and try to puke less. ive gone a week and one day without puking.
that weight back, but simply not throwing up, obviously throwing up makes me lose weight.august 11th i was 106.2 now, august 16th im 114.4. like WTF. i gotta lose this weight i cant keep fluxuating like this. tomorrow, breakfast 1 egg. lunch - chips 75 calories ;) and dinner- can of oranges. ima do this everyday til friday and see where that gets me. and green tea like a boss. any snackage will be a rice cake. yeaaah.
